Numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

Every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you!!!!

Far Away

this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me'cause i
i must be sleeping

NOW THAT WE'RE HERE,
IT'S SO FAR AWAY
ALL THE STRUGGLE WE THOUGHT WAS IN VAIN
ALL THE MISTAKES,
ONE LIFE CONTAINED
THEY ALL FINALLY START TO GO AWAY
NOW THAT WE'RE HERE ITS SO FAR AWAY
AND I FEEL LIKE I CAN FACE THE DAY I CAN FORGIVE
AND I'M NOT ASHAMED TO BE THE PERSON THAT I AM TODAY

these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile that i've never shown before
somebody shake me 'cause i
i must be sleeping

i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me!!!!!

Fade Away

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Time

Time, why you punish me
Like a wave bashing into the shore
You wash away my dreams

TIME, WHY YOU WALK AWAY
LIKE A FRIEND WITH SOMEWHERE TO GO
YOU LEFT ME CRYING

Can you teach me about tommorrow
And all the pain and sorrow
Running free
Cause tomorrow's just another day
And I don't believe in time!!!!!!!

Time, I don't understand
Children killing in the street
Dying for the color of red

Time, hey there red and blue
Wash them in the ocean, make them clean
Maybe their mothers won't cry tonight

Can you teach me about tomorrow
All the pain and sorrow
Running free
But tomorrow's just another day
And I don't believe in

Time is wasting
Time is walking
You ain't no friend of mine
I don't know where i'm goin'
I think I'm out of my mind
Thinking about time

And if I die tomorrow, yeah
Just lay me down in sleep

TIME, YOU LEFT ME STANDING THERE
LKE A TREE GROWING ALL ALONE
THE WIND JUST STRIPPED ME BARE, STRIPPED ME BARE

Time, the past has come and gone
The future's far away
Now only lasts for one second, one second

Can you teach me about tomorrow
And all the pain and sorrow
Running free'Cause tomorrow's just another day
AND I DONT BELIEVE IN TIME!!!!!!!!!